The feeling of not having something that belonged to u

well i knw that this post doesn't really have any similarities with the other posts of the blog but i am feeling so bad that i just want to say these things to someone. well u knw when u planned to do something , u planned for that for quite long and u created yourself and worked hard for something that you are gonna be given or you need to be good enough to get that so you work your ass off. you got people around you who support you , who think, the things that you are planning are right and then just move away from you without giving support , you say what kinda people are they? i tell you something when you are good people try to be with you , when you aren't at your best people move away from you. that's life. and we learn from life. you feel cheated! it feels like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and u see some one u knw , from ur same standard having the thing that you wanted, u dreamt of. but at first they all kept quite abt it. now one of them just living the dream that i had......actually i planned. they now act like brats. they try to make fun of u. but by god's grace my time will come and it'll come right after this bad time is over. god is taking my test and i'll succeed. i am strong , i am good, i am powerful . god plz be with me and let me win this battle!